Things I think about AA Steps 1-3
The deal with finding your higher power is, you start to see how living is about joining in the harmony of the whole world, of existence itself.
No recovering alkie takes a drink for the good of others. I want to relapse so *I* feel better, even though I contribute less to the world that way.
Being aware of ego is important.
As you continue being aware of your ego, it gets rid of itself. At least, that’s theory I’ve read in some self help books.
Try to watch your ego do its thing with bemused loving kindness, instead of harsh judgement.
Soon you’ll start to see where your celestial being and your ego separate.