anger
my anger has been higher this week than it has, on average, over the past many months. I was feeling pretty helpless about it, praying over it, trying to acknowledge … Continue reading
Help Yo Self
With the help of my support group (AA) along with therapy and medication management, I have been feeling so much better lately. Another thing that’s really helped me grow and … Continue reading
Success!
Who knows the whys and hows of my brain chemistry, I sure don’t. Today I didn’t leave the house at all and it’s shitty out and I’m having the nicest … Continue reading
Ego Progess
This weekend a friend told me some people I used to be friends with, and had falling outs with, were meeting for DRINKS and discussing what could be my problem. … Continue reading
Happy failed SADs cure attempt
That’s what Christmas is to me, a time to gather with friends and family and try to forget we’re in the darkest days of winter; good food, flowing booze and … Continue reading
The agony and the…agony?
My dad asked (who, although more computer savvy than I, has never used FB) me a good question at lunch…he asked, ‘so I see from your daily comic you’re still … Continue reading
Come over here and say it to my face
I told my head-doc today that I had noticed a change in my behavior, I was starting to really tell people how I felt, to not be such a people-pleaser … Continue reading
Brain back to daily functioning
Somehow today, my brain feels back to normal. Like where it was before all the manic-depression of this past fall kicked in. I’m grouchy, I wouldn’t say I’m thrilled to … Continue reading
Off the hook
Well after my mother told me to GO FUCK YOURSELF in an email, unprovoked, and my emailing her that I wanted to die, she left me a voicemail message after … Continue reading
Unclenching
Step Eight. “Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.” Today I’m pretty sick with a megacold, but I started … Continue reading